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Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Envy
Oh, it has been so long since I post in my blog. Already have intention to "abandon" this abode, but realises that actually, blogging is one way of helping me relieving some stress and to say out things which are too sensitive to talk in front of people.
Well, this is my opinion, so...here I go!
Today....is a horrible day. Though I prepared my schoolwork and checked that everything was brought and done, something just seemed to go wrong and ruined my whole day. For example: Today. First lesson is bcomm and I was supposed to report to school at about 10.15am for my business presentation with my group members. Good thing was, I could wake up later than usual, which is good right? I also don't know what the hell was wrong with me, but today I just woke up as usual, which is 6.50am. I checked that I had brought the stuffs I needed, then rushed to the bus interchange to take bus with yy for usual, when I can just lie on my comfy bed and sleep for at least 30minutes more.
I forgot to bring extra clothes to change.
Then as I told yy about this, she asked a very very logical question which had never even crossed my mind. She asked if it starts at that time, then why do I need to come at this time? And when I heard this, I was like.....stunned dumbly on the spot. And just like that, I just sat in the bus dazed, my eyes staring and my mind floating aimlessly into space for like 30 minutes.....
My phone went flat on me. Shit it. I see my sister playing with her Motorola Milestone which she bought just a few days ago. Damn, it is just so cool and nice that I want it too, though I don't like Motorola phones. The structure and the software used inside the phone is so similar to iPhone, which made me a little angry cuz...well I keep seeing that phone everywhere that I'm sick of it......
Why has everyone become so rich suddenly?!?!?!?!!! I want to buy a new phone tooo DDDD': and why can I only see iPhones from every people whom I met, no matter where I was?!?!!
To add on to my bad day, I don't fare well for today's presentation. I was supposed to be the CEO of some company which I cannot remember, and me and my friend were colleagues. We were supposed to be having business meeting with a boss of a hawker centre, roleplayed by my another friend. I don't know what happened to me, but I just cannot seem to do it with the right feel. Teacher says that I talked too little, and I looked as if I'm not interested in listening. Well, it's not like she was saying wrong. Maybe it was because I was too tired due to bad nights' sleep for the last few days......
Lastly, common tests are coming. I must really stop my absentmindedness and focus myself. AIM AND SCORE, SAM!!
Signed Out.
Well, this is my opinion, so...here I go!
Today....is a horrible day. Though I prepared my schoolwork and checked that everything was brought and done, something just seemed to go wrong and ruined my whole day. For example: Today. First lesson is bcomm and I was supposed to report to school at about 10.15am for my business presentation with my group members. Good thing was, I could wake up later than usual, which is good right? I also don't know what the hell was wrong with me, but today I just woke up as usual, which is 6.50am. I checked that I had brought the stuffs I needed, then rushed to the bus interchange to take bus with yy for usual, when I can just lie on my comfy bed and sleep for at least 30minutes more.
I forgot to bring extra clothes to change.
Then as I told yy about this, she asked a very very logical question which had never even crossed my mind. She asked if it starts at that time, then why do I need to come at this time? And when I heard this, I was like.....stunned dumbly on the spot. And just like that, I just sat in the bus dazed, my eyes staring and my mind floating aimlessly into space for like 30 minutes.....
My phone went flat on me. Shit it. I see my sister playing with her Motorola Milestone which she bought just a few days ago. Damn, it is just so cool and nice that I want it too, though I don't like Motorola phones. The structure and the software used inside the phone is so similar to iPhone, which made me a little angry cuz...well I keep seeing that phone everywhere that I'm sick of it......
Why has everyone become so rich suddenly?!?!?!?!!! I want to buy a new phone tooo DDDD': and why can I only see iPhones from every people whom I met, no matter where I was?!?!!
To add on to my bad day, I don't fare well for today's presentation. I was supposed to be the CEO of some company which I cannot remember, and me and my friend were colleagues. We were supposed to be having business meeting with a boss of a hawker centre, roleplayed by my another friend. I don't know what happened to me, but I just cannot seem to do it with the right feel. Teacher says that I talked too little, and I looked as if I'm not interested in listening. Well, it's not like she was saying wrong. Maybe it was because I was too tired due to bad nights' sleep for the last few days......
Lastly, common tests are coming. I must really stop my absentmindedness and focus myself. AIM AND SCORE, SAM!!
Signed Out.