Seeking for the truth behind your existence. Realise your real hidden feelings of what you really want to be. Notice your true self, before it is too late.
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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.
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Sunday, May 2, 2010
Tired
Exhausted...
Dunno what to say....just....
My feelings and emotions are rather messy now. I cannot think properly about what I should really do, and what I should really do to correct things clearly. Am I really doing it right, or is it making it worse? I always been questioning myself, yet I cannot get a proper and definite answer. Because of all these stupid and unnecessary feelings clouding over my mind, I began to feel weird. Like I'm not acting myself and some other person who is not simply me. I want to act myself, yet I have to be careful of what I say, or what I should say. I hate it, having to notice people's emotions to react when simply no one notices mine! It's just so frustrating, and I wanna tell them, but duno how, or what to say.
AHHH SHUT IT. I'm just wasting my time.
But I just wish anyone could notice mine....just anyone.....
It somehow lightens up my heart a little, and blow a little of the heavy feeling away.
Darkness.
Dunno what to say....just....
My feelings and emotions are rather messy now. I cannot think properly about what I should really do, and what I should really do to correct things clearly. Am I really doing it right, or is it making it worse? I always been questioning myself, yet I cannot get a proper and definite answer. Because of all these stupid and unnecessary feelings clouding over my mind, I began to feel weird. Like I'm not acting myself and some other person who is not simply me. I want to act myself, yet I have to be careful of what I say, or what I should say. I hate it, having to notice people's emotions to react when simply no one notices mine! It's just so frustrating, and I wanna tell them, but duno how, or what to say.
AHHH SHUT IT. I'm just wasting my time.
But I just wish anyone could notice mine....just anyone.....
It somehow lightens up my heart a little, and blow a little of the heavy feeling away.
Darkness.